How do I move on?

The weekend is coming to a close and my heart felt full. I’m happy to see many people participate in my event for Masyn’s due date. Thank you to all who have done some sort of kindness even if you didn’t post it or even if you didn’t do it in her name… this world […]

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A letter to Masyn

My sweet Masyn, You were my dream come true, the blessing I asked for. I carried you 4 1/2 months before you left me. There is not one single day I haven’t thought about you. You would have almost been here with your daddy and I , safe in our arms. I longed to rock […]

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Haven’t even thought about it

When I got my last AF I was determined to focus on the good! So far so good. I’ve been keeping busy with the move and I’m constantly running around everywhere. My mind has been so busy that I honestly haven’t even thought about conceiving this month. I’m not tracking I’m not doing anything. Just […]

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Why? Why me? My two week wait was hard, but I stayed strong and didn’t test. Good thing I didn’t! Getting AF was enough heartache. I guess I don’t understand. How many times can someone keep falling flat on their face? How was it so easy the 1st time? Why is my body punishing me? […]

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Planting our roots

Hey all! So as some of you know Joel and I bought our very first home together and we are closing on the 18th of this month! It's super exciting and it literally is our dream home! I can picture us raising a family and growing old together here. 10 complete acres for Joel to […]

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There’s something about a dog

Besides being mans best friend ( or in this case, woman's best friend ) Some say dogs have this ability …. ability to sniff out changes in the human body. Like when you are pregnant, all the hormonal changes and blood flow may just get the sniffer sniffing good and your dog will probably know […]

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Two week wait

I thought it would be fun to talk about that dreadful ""TWW"". I never had the tww when I got pregnant with Masyn. I never expected it to happen so fast! And honestly wasn't even thinking about it. This is now my second waiting period. Feels more like a year than 14 days. Trying not […]

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I was assigned this Mountain

It's already August. Where has the time gone? I wonder how big my belly would have been? I wonder if she would have had those kissable cheeks your could see on the ultrasound pictures? I still just can't believe that I lost her. That sweet baby of mine. If I do conceive I know she […]

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